10 days and counting

Everything about this is changing me,,. slowly. I never wanted to ask for help, yet I am. I did not want to live again in blizzard land, yet here I am. I tried to work hard and fly under the attention radar, but I think you all know what is happening. I traveled with a nutribullet….How did this happen? And why?

Most people are doing the best they can as often as they can. I know am.

Getting settled/walking the plank. 10 days until surgery.